Plans/Dreams/Visions with each passing birthday…
18 years old – Marry during college, get job, have kids, live it out in America close to home…
19 years old – Marry right after college (had made pledge with God to focus on Him the rest of my time in college and not date until after graduating), get job, adopt kids, live it out in America close to home…
20 years old – Marry right after college, get job, adopt kids, serve church, live it out in America close to home…
21 years old – Marry right after college, get job, adopt kids, serve church, give most of my money to missions, live it out in America relatively close to home…
22 years old – Do college ministry for a few years and then missions probably in China, die as a martyr by 28, be with Jesus in heaven… (I had been growing a lot with God between 19 – 21, but during my 21st year my life began turning upside down for Him… I was sick of the sin and evil of the world and wanted to be with Jesus… not suicidal, just missing Jesus and selfishly wanting to not have to deal with this fallen world and instead just be with Him)
23 years old – Do missions in Japan, pray and break through the strongholds that have gripped the country, die as a martyr at a young age…
24 years old – Do missions in Korea, eventually make an orphanage in North Korea, die as a martyr at a relatively young age (after the orphanage is running okay)
25 years old – Do missions in Korea, direct a ministry that makes orphanages in North Korea and North China, maybe get married, wife and me both die as martyrs at relatively young ages
26 years old – Do missions in Korea, get married, be released in healing ministry, direct a ministry that makes orphanages in North Korea and North China, Spirit falls on kids, wife and me both die as martyrs after we’ve lived out however long God wants us to live
27 years old – Do missions in Korea, be released in healing ministry, get married, direct a ministry that serves all the Korean orphans in North China, North Korea, and South Korea, Spirit falls on kids, have a son with my wife, speak around the world about what God is doing, endure whatever sufferings God has for me, live out however long God has for me and then die as a martyr, son leads ministry through Asia back to Jerusalem and Jesus returns…
Who knows how I’ll be feeling next year… God is exciting.