In America… Waiting to Know the Future…
I’m back in the States for a couple weeks to attend my best friend’s wedding and to spend time with my family. A break has been needed and it’s good to get away for a little while.
Before I came to Korea at the end of 2005, God put on my heart an idea of what my first five years of living in Korea would look like. It was a simple plan with an understanding that God would be building me up during the five years to prepare me for a next step. I knew I would mainly be focused on my children’s home and Seoul during that time. Over the years whenever I would try and pray beyond the fifth year, I could never see or sense anything. It has remained a mystery. I would guess that perhaps after the five years I would begin North Korea work or would get married or something like that, but those were just guesses.
God has given me some cool surprises these past few years. I never thought I would be directing an NGO or helping pastor a church plant that meets in a bar. But of course during the years before Korea I would have never seen myself doing orphanage work or living in Korea. And now I wouldn’t trade any of these things for anything.
I still have no idea what will happen in my life after this year. God has chosen to remain silent about it. I’m learning to relax and simply keep my eyes on Him as I pray and wait. I’ve learned its a lot more fun when He is in control, despite the waiting. He has never let me down when I’ve given Him control.
John 3:8 (NKJV) – The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear the sound of it, but cannot tell where it comes from and where it goes. So is everyone who is born of the Spirit.
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I don’t know where I’m going
More and more each day it’s becoming just alright with me
Cause when I know where I’m going
My eyes keep me from trusting you
Jason Upton – Blinded