Month: September 2010

  • Faith For Tomorrow… And For Purity As Well…

    Last night I drove home a girl who grew up in the children’s home before graduating from high school early last year and moving out on her own.  She lives in a small one room about a 25 minute drive from the home.  She is working part time making about $4 an hour while studying at a community college.  She got a boyfriend a few months ago and he recently left to serve his two years in military service.  She isn’t sure what to do with her life.  Very little money, not enough education, and little vision.  She attends church, but there is little depth to her current relationship with God. 

    On the other hand, God has given me many prophetic words, dreams, and stirrings in my Spirit for the future.  I feel strongly that eventually I will be in North Korea doing work in the nation building children homes, churches, and other things.  It’s something that, in the natural, seems absolutely impossible.  But with so many prophetic words and dreams from different people and God also speaking directly to my heart, it actually seems to me more impossible for it to not happen.  In fact, a friend of mine, while praying for this same girl a year ago, had a vision of her before even meeting her and in the vision the girl was serving in a children’s home taking care of babies and little ones.  My friend told me the vision seemed far off, as in it would be in the future.  The vision resonated with me in that already many people have shared of visions/dreams/stirrings in their spirit that my kids will be joining me in the work in NK.  I’ve felt that in my spirit as well.  So as I talked with her last night I found myself smiling as I felt confident about her future and excited to see how God is going to make everything happen.

    Proverbs 29:18 – Where there is no prophetic vision the people cast off restraint, but blessed is he who keeps the law.

    There is a confidence within me as a result of the words, dreams, and stirrings I’ve received that enable me to press on in the orphanage work and to continue to pray into North Korea.  Without those words, dreams, and stirrings I would have given up a long time ago.  Without those words I would have little hope for my kids. 

    And the same thing goes for purity.  One of the greatest reasons to live a life of sexual purity is to honor your future spouse.  For those who don’t believe they will ever meet the right person or who simply don’t see the value in honor, it can be nearly impossible to not give in to temptation.  But for those who have the faith (the vision!) that their future husband or wife is out there, they are able to deny the temptations with the mindset of wanting to honor that special person they will soon meet.  Without the vision, things can seem aimless and even hopeless.  But with the vision comes the strength, the joy, and the expectancy to persevere.

    Seek the Lord for vision and faith for your future.  And do the same for your future spouse and for your purity.  And be blessed! 

  • Arm Wrestling, Movies, and More…

    This past week included a 3-day holiday for Korea’s Chooseok holiday, which is somewhat similar to America’s Thanksgiving.  I had some great bonding time with the kids during the holidays, enjoying the extra time together.  On one of the days the dorm parents led the kids in some games including an arm wrestling competition.  The kids loved it!  Enjoy!

    Min Seung and Ji Woo getting ready to kick things off…

     

    In the middle of the battle

    Ji Woo wins!  Poor Min Seung…

    Eun Ho and Jung Hwan going at it

    I love the kids’ reactions!!!

    Yoo Jin (high school girl) against Chae Hyun (middle school boy)… (Chae Hyun would win)

    Sang Hoon against Young Hoon with Sang Hoon’s little brother Ji Hoon cheering him on… Sang Hoon would win

    Showing a movie to the 3rd – 6th grade girls at my place

    Hae Ran took this shot… my whiteness absorbed all the flash… =P

    Every time I show a movie, immediately after it ends the girls will all run into my tiny bedroom and try and hide while I remove the DVD and clean up a little.  This is what I came to…

    Silly girls… I would pick each up and carry each out into the big room and throw each on the couch and tickle attack them… they love it =)

    With Eun Suh and Ji Woo (I’m actually holding four hands, but little Eun Ji who took the picture wasn’t able to get Kyung Min and Myung Soo fully into the picture

    With Da Heen, Eun Suh, and Kyung Min (Eun Suh’s younger brother)

    God bless!

  • God Desires Life

    Shortly after 9/11 (2001) I was in a group discussion about the death penalty.  One girl shared that according to her moral code no one should take the life of another.  She was staunchly against the death penalty.  She was then asked how she feels about Osama Bin Laden.  Her response was firm and without remorse, “He should die.”  While the emotions of 9/11 were still a bit hot, it was still a little amusing to see how quickly she contradicted herself.  This is why God is the ultimate judge and not us… we can’t help but allow emotion to compromise our values at times. 

    Something reassuring to know is that God wants everyone to live.  Everyone!  Check out these verses…

    Ezekiel 18:23 (ESV) – Have I any pleasure in the death of the wicked, declares the Lord God, and not rather that he should turn from his way and live?

    Ezekiel 18:32 (ESV) – For I have no pleasure in the death of anyone, declares the Lord God; so turn (repent), and live.

    The death of people such as Osama Bin Laden or Kim Jong Il (North Korea) or Hitler give God no joy.  While we may rejoice that many people are safer and can survive as a result of their deaths, their passing gives God no glory.  The truth is, death is a consequence of sin, and the death of a person who has not given their life to God is a victory not for God but for the enemy.  We should never pray for the death or judgment of others, no matter how evil they are.  Instead we need to pray against the demonic spirits driving them and bless them as people made in God’s image, praying for God’s love and glory to be revealed to them. 

    This is the same for healing prayer.  A person in agony (sickness is also a consequence of sin) does not glorify God.  They might be able to show worship to God by praising Him in spite of their pain, but the truth is God takes no pleasure in their pain and especially takes no pleasure in their death.  God is not sadistic.  So if God delights in us (see below for Identity 35) and delights in life, we can pray with confidence for a person’s healing and never give up or ever conclude “It must be God’s will for this person to die because of their sickness.” 

    God bless!

  • Basketball Tournament!

    Every Tuesday night at the home I run a basketball practice for the boys.  Its a way to bond with the kids, get them some good exercise, teach them teamwork, and help grow their confidence.  And once a year there is the Seoul Children Homes 3 on 3 Basketball Tournament.  So each year in the two weeks leading up to the tournament I have extra practices during the week for my top 5 or 6 players.  This means a lot more intense practices and deeper bonding time with the smaller group.  I really enjoyed them.  Some of the practices were hard because the boys attitudes would fluctuate and sometimes their competitiveness/anger would get the best of them, but for the most part we had a great time together.  We didn’t win the tournament, but the boys did play well and have improved a ton.  I have high hopes for next year.  Here are some pics of us… enjoy!

    The six… Dae Chul, Yo Han, Myung Mook, Sang Hoon (hat), Chae Hyun (hat), and Yong Shin (goofy hair)

    With my boys… they were enjoying being goofy with their poses

    Celebrating Sang Hoon’s birthday

    Playing in the rain

    Dae Chul shooting a free throw

    Yo Han playing defense

    Myung Mook boxing out… sorry the pictures aren’t great quality, it was hard to get actions shots with my little Canon Powershot

    After winning the first game and shaking the hands of the other team

    Team shot… at the bottom left and right are Soo Hoon and Il Ho who came to cheer us on.  On the right is Dong Min dorm dad who takes care of these boys at the home.

    Hope you enjoyed the pictures!  God bless!

  • Identity #35 – I Bring God Joy

    Have you ever delighted in someone?  Something about seeing the person, whether they are a child or a loved one, brings a warmth and a joy to the heart.  And the more you delight in them, the more you want to see them and be with them. 

    Throughout the Bible God tells us the He delights in us (for example: Psalm 18:19, Psalm 147:11, Psalm 149:4, Isaiah 62:4, Zephaniah 3:17).  In fact, the end of Zephaniah 3:17 reads like this, “He will rejoice over you with gladness; He will quiet you with his love, He will rejoice over you with singing” (NKJV).  But the Hebrew for “with singing” is actually more literally translated as, “with shouts of joy.”  So not only do we bring God enough joy for Him to sing over us, He actually desires to shout or give a resounding cry of joy over us.  We mean that much to Him!  It’s almost humorous to think of God loving us so much that He shouts for joy and sings over us.  He can’t hold it in!  We are His treasure!

    And a beautiful part about a number of these verses is that they follow verses of promise of God’s redemption and restoration after His people have fallen away in sin.  In other words, God’s joy for us isn’t dependent upon how “good” or “not good” we perform, but is based on His innate love for who we are and who He made us to be.  He made us in His image, each with a unique set of fingerprints and unique personalities, talents, and callings.  And the sight of us, each set apart from one another, each clothed in His grace and reflecting His image, brings Him great joy!  He loves us so much that He sent His own Son to die for us.  This is how much He delights in us. 

    You bring God great joy!  He delights in you!  Amen!

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    I was lost, but now I’m found
    Now I know the sweetest sound
    Father’s love and hope surround
    Here’s my home

    Edge Kingsland – Coda

  • New Babies, Puppies, Wedding, and more!

    We received three babies while I was gone.  Here are cutie twin girls, Yoo Bin and Yoo Rim…

    Here is our boy Hyo Won who has been growing quickly… I’ll have more pictures of these little ones soon!

    A couple of the dogs at our home had puppies once again… these little ones are mad cute!

    Two weeks old… sleepyhead

    This past Saturday was a former dorm mom Mimi’s wedding… this is a picture of a bunch of the current children home staff (almost all dorm parents) with her before the wedding

    This is one of my favorite pictures… it sums up me living in Korea… everyone is laughing over some joke that I either completely missed or completely didn’t understand so I am still holding pose with the same smile

    With Sa Rang dorm dad and Mimi

    Some of the children home workers singing a “blessing” song to Mimi and her hubby during the wedding

    Mimi and her husband

    Last, I intended to post these two pics a lot sooner, this is former volunteer Atul with the two boys from my home that he tutored for well over a year… he meant a lot to the kids and his faithfulness to them blessed them a lot

    He didn’t limit himself to just the two boys but also had some good time with the rest of the boys in Meek Room… fun bunch!

    Hope you enjoyed the pictures!  God bless!

  • Identity #34 – I Am Clothed With God’s Grace (Isaiah 61:10)

    Immediately after Adam and Eve sinned in the Garden of Eden their eyes were opened to sin and they felt shame for being naked.  They attempted to clothe themselves with fig leaves but they failed, so they tried to hide from God.  They knew that despite trying so hard they could not make themselves presentable before God because of their sin.  And the same goes for so many today: attempting to make themselves worthy before God by all their works but always coming up short. 

    God knows we can’t cover ourselves on our own.  That is why in Isaiah 61:10 His promise is that He clothes us in garments of salvation and in robes of righteousness.  The promise means we don’t have to do a thing to make ourselves presentable before God.  We are only presentable before Him by His grace, and He is the one who covers us with it.

    Leviticus 8 is an awkward chapter marking the consecration and anointing of Aaron to become the great high priest of Israel and his sons to become top level priests as well.  What is awkward about the process is that Aaron and his sons are not allowed to do anything during the whole consecration process.  Instead, Moses is the one to wash them, clothe them, anoint them, make the sacrifices for them.  He does everything for them!  But what stands out is the washing and the clothing… that had to be the most humiliating part for Aaron and his sons.  But it was meant to emphasize to them that they had not earned their position on their own works but rather by the grace of God.  It was God’s grace that enabled them. 

    God loves us.  Our relationship with Him is not merited upon the works we do or don’t do, but it is merited upon His grace.  It is only by His grace that we can approach Him, and Hebrews 4:16 encourages us to boldly approach God because of the grace He has clothed us with.  We no longer have to strive to be accepted.  We are secure before Him. 

  • Pics/Vids from America

    I returned from a brief trip to America a few days ago.  I went to the States for my best friend Hong’s wedding and then a beach trip with my family.  I had no speaking engagements this trip so it felt more of a vacation than my other past visits home.  Enjoy the few pictures that were taken while I was there…

    On my first full night back we had a swingin’ bachelors party for Hong… pizza, bowling, and late night ping pong… we are some wild and crazy guys!

    My former youth minister Rob (he led the wedding), Hong, and me

    Giving the toast during the reception

    This picture was from Spring 1997(?).  I believe I was still a freshman in high school then… owning Hong in basketball

    And here he finally gets his revenge…

    At the beach… my younger sister Laura has a dog named Casey (resting her head on Laura’s leg while sleeping in this picture) and my parents got a new dog named Ellie… all our beach pictures were of the dogs except for our lone family picture..

    Older sister Katie with Ellie

    My dad with Ellie… so many dog pictures…

    My family… Todd, Katie, me, and Andy in the back, Dad, Mom, and Laura up front

    With Chung and Justin who attended my church in Korea

    Our dog Ellie… part feist, part labrador… super cute dog…

    This is a video of my dad, me, and my sister Katie jumping some waves at the beach on the Outer Banks in North Carolina… thanks to a far off shore hurricane (Hurricane Danielle) the waves were a lot of fun…